Making Hard Decisions

Our emotions are signals from our unconscious mind that something needs to be done.

As I’m writing this blog, my emotions are strong.

Telling me that I should take action on something that I’ve been longing to do. The longing was since yesterday, since last month, since a few months ago, since last year………….

But why did I delay?

Fear.

The fear of the unknown.

The fear of the what ifs.

Especially now, that we’re in the midst of the Covid-19 pandemic. Life is so uncertain.

I calculated for all the potential risks that could happen.

I make sure that I’m well cushioned if something goes wrong.

But how much preparation do I need before I’m really ready to take action?

Maybe I’ll end up not doing anything at all. (And here comes the suffering......)

Because, I’ll always be preparing and preparing and preparing…………

Life is fluid and dynamic. Conditions are always changing. There will always be new and unknown risks.

So…….

As long as I’m true towards my goals. As long as I’m sincere towards what I want.

(This is the part where most of us fails. Especially when we doubt ourselves and our own abilities.)

Why not trust that the universe would support me. For whatever decision that I make.